Adjumstments are never easy

So I feel that blogging will be by best way to learn to deal with the obstacles in my daily life...i am not usually a writer but I am beginning to think I need a outlet of some sort. I am learning to live and cope with a recent diagnosis of PSA otherwise known as psoriasitic  arthitis. I really never heard of this chronic illness til now, and i must say it is painful and scary to deal with.  I am a overweight person and been constantly dealing with that and now i have no change but to get the weight off but the more i think about my illness it seems the more i want or eat to cope....i am trying to learn coping skills but it seems so hard.....there are times i want to just lay in bed and not get out or even go to work because i feel so over weight and now like a burden to everyone with this...other days i am great and wear a smile...i am so mixed up with emotions and honestly don't know how to deal with them, research seems to only make it worse because the more i learn the more i get scared. Of course to be honest researching the illness does explain all the symptoms i been having all this time but just chalked it up to being overweight, as you can see i blame my weight for everything lolol......sometimes when i lay in bed at night my thoughts just come pouring out and i tell myself if i just write them down it may help so here i am ....just rambling on hence the title of my blog...well off to watch Pretty Little Liars..but i am sure i wll be back sooner than later.